We all can become a director. Director for each of our lives. From birth until now anyway so many stories we’ve been through, just say it’s a movie. A movie, whenever and wherever we will always remember the memories.
Hmmm … I’m up to now still can pour some memories from different angles of vision. Starting from the path of what I went through, the atmosphere, with whom, what was discussed (although I doubt that the sentence could remember from whole conversation), that is no less important what I felt.
Recently, my grandpha was seriously ill. Actually he is up to the age of nearly 80 years has never stepped on an illness that “mengkhawatirkan”. But knowing the fact that he has not aged much longer. Excruciating pain if you know the people we love will leave us without seeing and are nearby. If he simply said “grandfather” why should I shed tears the first to hear the news until two consecutive days. If I said the word “grandfather” to explain to people “what happened?” my tears just flowed. The dam of my eyes has broken with only the word of “grandfather”. I have a very very much memories with my grandpha. Many of the first things I try to go through with him. First time trip to Jakarta and was first to the dentist, for example. Time to Jakarta, I was sick probably because too tired. As usual, he acted like my parents properly. Left to the dentist, he knew I was scared. Because crying after tooth extraction, he bought me ice cream :’)
A feel that I feel when being with him is so different to my parents. Although he firmly and affectionately like to nag but I would give to him no less than the portion of my affection to both my parents. If I was the director’s life to reinforce the memories so I would hope he is always given a long life until I was able to make him happy. until I was able to invite him to dinner with the money from my sweat. Which makes me not able to keep from crying to be many times more than ever is to know that until the end of unconsciousness, he still remembered my name. My heart is sad.
Grandpha .. if I was the director of this life then I will slow down the time and even repeat episodes of any life I want with you. Unfortunately, behind all the desires that we should be aware grandpha, we are only human creations are all-powerful god of all things. He is director of real life. We are also a director, but only to the imagination of nature that we want the player memory. Grandpha .. from the deepest heart, I wish you health and longevity were given until we can both smile a dinner I promised myself.
for my dear grandpha, H. Sampara Pana
Hmmm … I’m up to now still can pour some memories from different angles of vision. Starting from the path of what I went through, the atmosphere, with whom, what was discussed (although I doubt that the sentence could remember from whole conversation), that is no less important what I felt.
Recently, my grandpha was seriously ill. Actually he is up to the age of nearly 80 years has never stepped on an illness that “mengkhawatirkan”. But knowing the fact that he has not aged much longer. Excruciating pain if you know the people we love will leave us without seeing and are nearby. If he simply said “grandfather” why should I shed tears the first to hear the news until two consecutive days. If I said the word “grandfather” to explain to people “what happened?” my tears just flowed. The dam of my eyes has broken with only the word of “grandfather”. I have a very very much memories with my grandpha. Many of the first things I try to go through with him. First time trip to Jakarta and was first to the dentist, for example. Time to Jakarta, I was sick probably because too tired. As usual, he acted like my parents properly. Left to the dentist, he knew I was scared. Because crying after tooth extraction, he bought me ice cream :’)
A feel that I feel when being with him is so different to my parents. Although he firmly and affectionately like to nag but I would give to him no less than the portion of my affection to both my parents. If I was the director’s life to reinforce the memories so I would hope he is always given a long life until I was able to make him happy. until I was able to invite him to dinner with the money from my sweat. Which makes me not able to keep from crying to be many times more than ever is to know that until the end of unconsciousness, he still remembered my name. My heart is sad.
Grandpha .. if I was the director of this life then I will slow down the time and even repeat episodes of any life I want with you. Unfortunately, behind all the desires that we should be aware grandpha, we are only human creations are all-powerful god of all things. He is director of real life. We are also a director, but only to the imagination of nature that we want the player memory. Grandpha .. from the deepest heart, I wish you health and longevity were given until we can both smile a dinner I promised myself.
for my dear grandpha, H. Sampara Pana
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